A Lifetime Without The Sun

I love the sun. And when im sad sometimes i just look up in the sky and can smile. There's something about the light that appeals to my soul. So if you could imagine being all alone in the dark. Wondering. Wandering. With no one there to help. With no one to run to. No one to look at for reassurance. And at no time you were able to see the light of day. And when u find shelter on your own, although you admire the beautiful sound of the rain hitting the windows during a thunder storm you're still afraid you'll be struck by lightning and the rattling of the thunder sends chills down your spine as it shakes your world. In the back of your mind you know there will be sun in the morning, so it will all be ok. But, imagine waking up one day without a huge part of your happiness, without your sunshine, and that turned into a lifetime?..

A perfectly picked heartbreak

A perfectly picked heartbreak. I can tell you now I'll never fall in love, no matter how hard I may love. See you don't ever really get back up once you fall. And people are so temporary, no matter how long you may have loved them, you should learn to love and never fall. I've learned to allow the words "I love you" to become stained upon my lips. And to allow the phrase returned by a man only to kiss my ego, never to echo into my forever giving hallow heart. In life you have to learn to let go, but they never tell you letting go is better than holding on, because nothing is worth keeping in this world, not even companionship. Everything and everyone you know and love will die or leave you behind in some way. So you may as well never get attached to begin with. Then, the letting go part becomes routine and less hurtful. No, I'm not bitter, just a bit wiser.